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So lately I've been hanging out a lot with Marena and her brother Mike. Yea, it's been fun times and stuff. I hung out with Ana on Friday after a really really long time. We all rented Sahara and I highly reccomend you all dont seen it. Mike's a really really nice guy, I think it's funny how he totally listens to me about stuff. It would be crazy if he became my bitch the same way he is with Rob Ellis. FINALS are tomorrow and Tuesday and I really am not looking forward to them at all. I've been studying all yesterday, well except when I wento Erani aunty's house for dinner and stuff. Awsome food maan!!! But it was horribly boring, I kinda wish Anikah went. On the 29th it looks like I am most likely goingto be missing Gaby's halloween party and goto Beeva's fasting party instead. Assuming that because of the talk yesterday at that aunty's house and my kamoni was there and she was all persuading my phopi to go wich was retarded because she already wants to go. I talk to Faraaz yesterday for like 2 minutes after a really long time. The phone line was a bit fucked up so we ended up hanging up on eachother, but I didn't bother calling back cause he seemed buisy when I did. Do I still like him??? No, not really. Haven't really had a good conversation with him in like 2 weeks it feels like it's been. I actually tried calling Vadim last night, he didn't pick up so I left a message. Told him to call back, I duno if he will. He hasn't called AT ALL lately. I'm not so sure whether or not he considers me a friend anymore. Or thinks badly of him in the back of his mind and shit like that. I've been thinking about him a lot latley, I honestly don't really know why. i had a good number of dreams last night. But the only ones I remember are the ones about Vadim, Sam, and Mikey. Sam as in one of the twins, Sam and angelo, SAM. Mikey as in the little kid who lives across the street whom I use to consider my little brother, well until he killed that feeling. The dream about Vadim was basicly him telling me how much he was ashamed of the fact that he fucked me cause I am ugly as fuck and if anyone were to ever find out he'd totally comit suicide just because fucking me is just that much of an embarassment. The dream about Sam was him bumping into me at school and then the next minute we start making out on the old couches that use to be there, and basicly having dry sex. I never see him anymore though since he kindof graduated early or some weird shit like that. The one about Mikey was about how he was moving and we both were all mourning and we were telling eachother how much we think of eachother as brother and sister. That was a strange one, a bit hard to describe what happend and stuff. Well I'm goingto put an end to this entry.